Dean comes to terms with his bisexuality but not with liking cas just yet…
i love that he used the word marvellous.
49/?? of Jensen at cons ♥˞(∀`●)
To my first love, and my last, Dean Winchester. These are the things I want to tell you: the human body is 60% water. The number of neurons in one person is the rough equivalent of the number of stars in a small galaxy. There is 0.2 milligrams of gold in your blood. The heart is an elaborate engine. I love you. [Written by: Nhixxie, Art by: Cloud]
+Groped by an Angel+ Dean lets Castiel’s grace out of the bottle
Congratulations to dirtyovercoats fro winning our international Season 10 fan poster competition with this stunning design! Her prize of autographed pics of J2, Misha and Mark is on its way!
You know what I just noticed?
Dean has evolved in when he allows himself to touch Cas. Usually, it tends to be Cas’ arm. In The Rapture, Dean’s arm hovers around Cas’ arm, as if to hold onto it, but perhaps not okay with the idea in his head, not open enough to grab his friend while Sam’s around. When Dean’s around people in later seasons, he’s allowed himself to grab Cas’ arm when others have, maybe his brain telling him that at least that was okay.
His touches always seemed to linger longer than anyone else’s, seemed to be more intimate and less practical. Dean, unlike Sam, is gripping onto Cas’ trench coat in the first of those two gifs as if Cas would disappear if he didn’t. In the gif just below, Dean caresses Cas’ arm, lets his hand linger long enough to basically pet the angel, unlike Bobby who let go long before Dean does. Dean only seems to feel comfortable, for the most part, to grab onto Cas when they’re alone.
Now, there are exceptions that come from Dean’s character development as well as the evolution of his relationship with Cas.
These are during times where Dean thought he might have lost Cas for good, that he thought he may have never see Cas again. For a moment in time, Dean doesn’t care who’s around, all he can see is Cas and that he’s fine and not dead again. Perhaps it came from the horror of thinking Cas was dead for most of Season 7.
I mean, look at how Dean grips that trench coat. It’s the same grip Dean had up in gifs # 2 and 4. During Dean’s Purgatory Reunion in Season 8, Dean didn’t make sure Benny was fine. He didn’t even care that Benny saw him hug Cas and feel hir scruff in such an intimate way. In Season 9 when Dean reunites with Cas for the first time after learning he was human, Dean doesn’t care if Sam or Zeke (Gadreel) see him cradling Cas’ head, holding onto hir shoulder, touching hir leg and caressing hir arm. He just doesn’t. He doesn’t even help Sam up when he hears Cas call for him.
And it’s just escalating. They’re letting each other touch legs in freaking public. And Dean doesn’t care. He is giving, as some people may say, “zero fucks”. But I guess Dean’s rarely given Cas’ habit of being in his personal space much fuss, even when he halfheartedly did it in the beginning. Dean Winchester’s allowing more and more to slip past, and is getting distracted so much by Cas that he allows some real smiles out and actual emotions instead of slapping on a macho face. And I must say, it’s quite extraordinary to watch.
| Profound bond |
It’s hard to name paintings (ᵕ≀ ̠ᵕ )
Deanmon & Castiel (c) Supernatural
Art by me
I wonder if this could be love
"Not the hero we deserved but the hero we needed."
i have more love for castiel than i do for anything else on god’s green earth
“I know, you’re hoping Castiel will return to you.”